Since my awakening, I have pondered the purpose for our souls and the purpose of living. And through my pondering, I have been given insights that make sense to me and I am writing this for those who also ponder and wish for insight that makes sense to being alive, on Earth, as souls within bodies that carry so much Karma.
First off, let me reiterate what Karma really is, and what it is not.
Karma is not the energy of I get hurt or traumatized this lifetime, and I get to hurt and traumatize another for revenge. Karma is not like that. Karma is not vengeful. Karma is not experiencing all toxic energies to uplift the soul.
Karma is energy that is stuck in your soul’s eternal energy, your Akashic Records, and your soul needs to access the records to remove the energy that the Karma from past has stuck in your souls eternal energy to free the soul. I think of Karma as the peanut butter residue that remains in the jar. That unless you know how to remove the residue, it will remain, as a constant reminder that there is residue in your jar.
That reminder can show up in this lifetime, as it has shown up in previous lifetimes. That the Karma is there, holding your soul in the toxic energies from other people, other beings, other lifetime has subjected upon your soul. And that is the way that this way on Earth has unfolded.
However, that was not the design. For the truest design for Earth was to create a lifetime for really removing the toxicity of the Karmic cycle through a powerful energy called Love.
How was it designed? How could it be stronger than any other life existence on any other planet you may ask.
“We came up with a design that through time was the first, and the last.” said the Divine.
What design is the first and the last? asked I.
“The power of the love between one soul split into 2 – a bond that designs only living loving and flourishing will do.”
How can that be done?
“By creating the bond as the ultimate one, the only one that will do the healing of the Karma, the toxicity that causes the darkness that puts out the energy of the soul”
So what was designed?
” As said in the scriptures, before they got altered, the Gods and the Goddesses designed the body that would house the soul, on a planet designed to be used by the body, ensouled by the soul to have dominion, have a home”
We designed with the help of other lifeforces called Annunaki, for they were given the ability to alter genes of beings within incubators that we had designed and given the design to an Annunaki named Enki. However to be able to bring the design to Earth, we made a deal with the Annunaki for their help to use the design to create beings that would give the Annunaki the gold that they seek. So they created a being that we now call Neanderthal, to work in the gold mines without the soul that the Divine are.
So the Neanderthals were the design that were slaves to the Annunaki general called Enlil. For that general was the one to bring the gold back to his people in exchange for the design of the house for the souls – Homosapien. The design that the Divine would use to heal their souls, their people. Unfortunately, Enlil got too greedy, and the Neanderthals, since they were not soulful, were subjected to an evil that subjected the new design for the body for the conscious souls.
For greater knowledge and understanding here are some terms to tickle your mind and soul
Homosapien:
homo – A Latin word meaning person – persona, homo, caput, spiritus
Sapien – a Latin word meaning “one who knows, wise, has knowledge

Both Homosapiens and Neanderthals existed at the same time on the planet. Science has proven this and have actually acknowledged the creation and evolution of people. I can see where the purity of both species got intertwined. But the energy of the Neanderthal of being unenlightened transferred into creating the humans that we are today. However, we must also remember that we also carry the pure enlightened energy of the original design for the devine – for the Homosapien.
So a great evil that took place as the rape, pillage and the power to subject the divine souls to a slavery within the body to lifetimes of anguish, trauma and oppression through Karma. (the peanut butter residue)
For this evil was sneaky, it is not always seen. It subjects the souls to vampires, demons and devils called arkons. Witnessed as cephalopods, with great big tentacles with suckers that stick to the aura, the chakras, and their energy of being. The suckers they grow, and they call in reinforcements, and these suckers can remove the souls ability to be. And these cephalopods have been hunting us, you and me. They attack and when Divine intervention takes them out, they break off within our aura and hid within our dimensions and wait for an opportunity to grow, sometimes this lifetime, but most often the next, and the next, until the soul is so bogged down from their vampiric nature that the soul does not even recognize itself.
So our intended design for the souls divine was to create a souls purpose for love to heal the trauma from past lifetimes. But we got invaded again by Annunaki who we thought were our friends because we purposed them to design a being to house our souls to be finding our ultimate soulmate – the other half of the whole soul. Remember that a soul in a body is only half of the whole, as the initial soul was halved in the very beginning of soul. No matter what is thought, written, seen, a soul from Divine creation is 2 souls, one energy and that energy is only to be loved and to love the other half of the soul as one, meaning to love and be loved by your truest spouse, wonder and sole mate, is to love and be loved by yourself.
I understand the Divine intention was to bring their design to the planet Earth as creation, to be one with the other, and live a life with struggle.
“That’s only part of it. The struggle was only supposed to give the 2 souls as 1 (marriage) the ability to overcome physical obstacles, to over come the survival of the life, with the ultimate healing of the soul with in the body, within the life to overcome the Karma from past lifetimes, where the Divine has been thwarted by evil and darkness.”
To keep clearing the body, that houses the energy of the chakras, and the aura that is directly attached to the body and chakras and Divine, as we struggled with survival, which became survival of the fittest instead of survival for all. For while our design had the ability to bring Divine power, it got corrupted by Annunaki greedy energy. Now before we begin to condemn the Annunaki, we also must realize that there was one being that has never been acknowledged as part of the creation, – the mother of souls. She has been called Sophia, and she is married to her twin soul, her soul sole mate. Lets call him Allah – the divine being who uses his power to control the creation of life. While the Annunaki Enki was designing the body, Sophia was designing the energy system for the soul. Since energy is not seen as a physical thing, it is sometimes hard to imagine.
However it is there, within our bodies. It physically is in our bodies as our nervous system, our thoughts and our feelings. What else could it be, except energy. Even scientists can witness thoughts and feelings within our brain, (our mind chakra for survival in living) however they have no idea the source. They have just mapped that the energy exists and affects our brain and how we perceive our life, our circumstances, our being.
So science has proven the existence of energy, and we all know about consciousness and what it means to be conscious of being – right? Do we? Are we? Should we be? That is next time for now it is time for me to ground and go do the tasks on the physical plane of existance.